Why can’t I have you when I want you…?

Why don’t you want me, when I need you?

Why did you promise your love forever?

If you knew it wouldn’t last?

Just please tell me that you’ll be coming back…

Right now it feels like I’m missing a piece of my heart,

You were my other half…

Like peanut butter and jelly collide,

I need you to survive

Now that theirs no one else in this world I will ever love,

What’s the point of trying to move on?

Sometimes I wanna give up,

But my heart is telling me to hold on

I can’t figure out why,

But I ain’t gonna lie…I’mma work at this as long as I have to…

Cuz I need you in my life…

It’s like the summer plus bright sun…

You’re my soul and my light…

Without you I’m draggin through these dark nights,

No it’s nothing I like…

With you it’s like my walls are painted gold…

But with-out they aren’t painted at all…

You and I, is like a baby and a lullaby…

But with-out, it’s like I can kiss everything good-bye…

Feels like I’m living a lie,

With-out you at my side…

If this isn’t love,

Then tell me what it is…

If I don’t want anyone but you,

Then tell me what I should do…

If you don’t want me right now,

Tell me how long I have to wait…

Cuz their wont be a day,

Where I won’t pray…

That you’ll come and take my hand…and show me the way again,

So I can live my life again…

So my heart can mend.

Boy, if this isn’t love,

Then tell me what it is…

If everything I do,

Reminds me of you…

If every-day my heart is breaking more, cuz you’re not here…

Tell me why???

Boy, I love you with my all,

I want to be with you until I die,

I need you in my life…,

My heart needs you to make it whole…

Cuz you’re the only light that shines through my soul…

Only you can heal this pain…

If this isn’t love…

Please tell me what it is…

I’d give up the world for you…just tell me what I need to do

I cant live like this anymore…

I need you!

OK! PPL I NEEED ADVICE!!!! Please help!

Im goin crazy right now.. Im sitting in class and i cant focus. I have been stressin since last month when my ex and i broke up! We have been BEST FRIENDS for 5 years! 5 years!! and we finally decided to take it to the next level in September of 2008! ok? Well he was in college in Rochester… and i lived 2 hours away.. So we didnt see eachother that often, we started fighting and shit.. and we broke up in January! (which sucked) I really love this guy, and he loves me too. So now hes living back where i live… he’s been here for almost a month now…and ive seen him once!! ONCE!! and maybe talked to him on the phone like 10 times! I really wanna get back with him.. bc he means the world to me.. and hes an awesomee person… but idk what to do! im sick of waiting!! What shhould i do?????

All the lies,

You’re consuming my mind,

I guess I was blind,

You’d never stop for me anyways.

   As much as you said you wanted me,

As much as you said you loved me,

I could feel the grip pulling us away.

I could see the tension in your eyes,

And I thought you wanted this,

You had me fooled,

I tried to hold on,

But you just didn’t want to.

You showed no reaction,

You showed no love,

It’s like you have no heart,

Why’d you try to get in my mind?

You tried to make me believe you’d change,

But you fucked up…What else is new?

Thanks for the lying, the bullshit, drama,

I couldn’t take it.

As much as I tried to be happy,

Everyone could see me fallin

As much as I said you satisfied me,

I knew in my heart I wasn’t pleased,

But this crazy image kept poppin in my head,

And it confused me…

I guess I pictured something good in my mind,

But in reality, you were nothing good for me

So just forget me,

Don’t come running back to me,

I’ll never do this again,

It was all a mistake…All pretend.

                   (steve)

I’m on the verge of breaking completely…

You’ve shattered every piece left in my lonesome heart.

These tears fallin from my eyes won’t stop shedding,

And I’m beginning to lose myself again…

  I was afraid of this…

            My heart doesn’t seem to be beating as fast anymore,

And every day feels like another year has passed.

Oh, boy…why couldn’t we make this last?

Cuz now I’m just broken, I’m lonely, and no-one understands

I’m trying to be happy,

But images of you and I keep comin’ back,

All the things we shared,

And now I’m seeing what my life lacks…

   My life lacks YOU.

It lacks US,  being together forever,

Just like you said before,

What’s the matter?

Why’d you change your mind?

I feel blind,

Like I can’t see past you,

I see nobody but you

You’re on my mind 24/7

It’s like my dreams are always about you, Every night

I can’t stop thinking of you…

So many promises,

So much commitment,

What happened to all this?

Said you wanted to be mine forever,

Said we would be together…

Said you’d never leave,

You promised me…

I don’t understand,

I’m hurting so bad,

All I wanna do is be with you,

I’m not happy any other way…

Why’d you just get up and walk away?

I know there was fighting,

I know we were startin to part,

But why’d you ask me to marry you,

Share the rest of my life with you?

I know sometimes things don’t work out,

But boy, you know you wont find any one else like me,

Anyone who loves you, as much as me,

Nobody who cares so much, they’d die for you,

Anyone who would give up everything and anything for you,

Just to see you happy,

Boy, the only one is me…

And I know you saw that…

I know you know that…

So why can’t we work at this,

Just give this another chance…

Cuz without you is like death,

I’d rather not live…

You make me happy,

You make me feel things I’ve never felt before…

Why can’t you understand…

I’m not fine with you gone

I’m not alright with out your love…

I’m lyin here in your clothes,

Wondering what you would think…

I’m waiting here for you to call,

But the phone never wrings

Boy, where have you been?

I know your some-where close…physically,

But mentally you’re gone…

Somewhere far away from here…

You show no signs at all

Tell me, am I making everything more difficult?

Do you want me to disappear; are you not waiting for me at all?

I just don’t know what to think anymore…

And I need your help

Boy, what’s happened to me being your every thing?

Were all the words you said to me even true?

Oh, I’m so confused

And I’m lying here,

In your clothes,

Keeping me warm,

Since your not here…

My hearts frozen like an ice cube,

And you’ve got the key to unlock it,

So hurry, please come set me free

I need you to be here for me

I didn’t think I’d still be crying to this day, I know it hasn’t been too long, But in my eyes it feels like forever… Lately I’ve been miserable, I’ve been upset… Everyone’s noticing I’ve changed since you left, And I don’t like the image, But I don’t know what else to do, I can’t go on not being with you.. I’m losin’ grip, I’m fallin to the ground, My life’s becoming senile, You don’t understand… Why do I feel like I have death in my hands? I’m splitting at the seams, I’m tearing in-between, My hear has barely any pieces left, Look how bad you’ve broken me Oh boy, I’m so scared to admit to you.. All this shit I’ve been feelin, but you gotta know some-time… You’ve gotta know soon Let me show you all the things I’ve been goin through, I want you to feel this pain too. Feels like you’ve cut me open and ripped me apart, Took out my heart and cut it into a million little pieces… Now I can’t breathe, Can’t even stay up on my own two feet, What’s this coming to? I’m a suicide patient.. Where the hell are you? I have no clue. And I wish I could tell you the truth You’ve broken me life I’ve never been before, Made me feel so low, Lower than anything I feel senile, I’m so lost, Yet your still so confused… I just don’t get you

I cant even explain the hurt,

The pain I’m feeling now,

My heart feels like its burning,

With flames of love still

Except it doesn’t feel good,

Its killing me,

Its breakin me down hard,

I don’t feel like living anymore

Now baby, why did we take this so far?

If all we got now is nothing…

I cant understand why you didn’t wanna work at this,

But maybe it was because we tried so hard,

And now its just gone past the limit,

But I know you still love me,

So why’d you leave me?

You tell me not to cry,

But what else do you expect?

My love for you will never end,

Oh boy, you hurt me so bad

Tell me how I’m supposed to heal this hurt?

I don’t think I can make it through this,

You’re the one I’ve always ran to,

And now I can’t.

Tell me why?

I’ve tried everything,

I just can’t go on with out you…

I can’t sleep,

I can’t eat,

Boy, your makin it hard to breathe,

Why would you do this to me?

I just don’t understand..