I know you’ve given all that you can give to me

I know there will come a day I understand

Until then I’ll be trying to solve your mystery

And i wonder why i couldn’t make you stay

 

By my side, you’ll never be,

By my side, you’ll never be

 

Cause I’m fake at the seams,

I’m lost in my dreams,

and i want you to know,

that I can’t let you go

 

In some ways betrayal is inevitable, when our body betrays us surgeon is a key

to recovery.

When we betray each other..when we betray each other the path to recoverey

is less clear.  We do whatever it takes to rebuild the trust that was lost.,

and then there are some wounds, some betrayals that are so deep,

so profound that there is no way to repair what was lost and when that happens…

there is nothing left to do…but wait.

 

Disappearances happen, pains go phantom, blood stops running, and people…people fade away..

I’ve been lying around,

Thinking you will come back

But I know the truth,

You wanna sustain me like before

 

So, I’ll prepare myself for the worst,

And substitute my heart with a silver plate,

Crucify my body,

As if I were already dying in pain

And just so you know,

You’re the one I hate the most

Just so you know,

I hope you burn in hell

 

I’m hindin’ behind,

The reasons you didn’t wanna be mine,

Confused by,

The way you suddenly rejected my love for you,

Left me alone,

After we’ve been through, what feels like the world..

But now it’s over now,

You blew right past me

And never did you look back

 

So tell me,

What did I lack?

Was their too much work involved?

Was I too much to deal with?

Well now I realize,

I don’t need you to get me through everything,

To make me happy, to hold my hand when things get rough,

Cuz you just ran when things got tough,

But that’s what I got myself for, to lift myself up

I can take the blame for you,

For putting up with your bullshit for so long

Taking it back to where we use to play and laugh

So many memories that we’ve had

So many taken away

So many that we’ve lacked

 

But tonight I thought back,

Like everyday

Caught in a dream that can’t proceed

But I need you to be with me

I can’t go on any longer

Wishing on what can’t be

Cuz I need you like I need water,

Need you so I can breathe,

Cuz with out you, my heart is bitter and cold,

It won’t cooperate anymore,

I need you here to take care of me

 

Tonight was something I’ll never forget,

Laying next to you under the fireworks, and the stars shining down so bright,

With your arms wrapped around me, and the blanket pulling us close

My heart skipped a beat,

Reminding me of so many things

 

From when you said you loved me the very first time, to when you gave me the key to you heart,

When you opened up for me,

And ever since then,

You’ve got me hooked,

I lost complete control for everything else in life,

And I’ve never looked at another man the same way as I do you

I don’t get little butterflies for other guys, Cuz I know it wont be right

Cuz when I see you,

A light shines brightly through my soul.

I can feel the heat intertwining our love for each other

 

And as I lie my head against your chest,

I feel that heart beat that takes me back,

And the smell of your skin, brings back a hunger that I long for,

Your love, and my love, brought forth on this one night,

And as we drag upon, what has been waited on, I see the strength in my soul,

To keep reminding myself,

That my heart aches for you,

I will go through with what God wants to put us through,

The pain, the heart ache, the tears, is all apart of the love that I know we will soon share again,

Cuz boy, I know it’s the only way to get back to you…

 

I just wanna leave you with this though,,,I love you with all my heart,

And I will always be here

I miss my baby,

I miss him so much,

I long to hear his voice,

I long to feel his touch,

I dream about his laughter,

I dream about our happiness,

I miss my baby,

I miss him so much.

 

And when you’re not with me,

I can’t stay straight,

My eyes fill with water,

That may pour out on this page.

When you’re not around,

To hold me and calm me down,

I can’t help it,

Sometimes I feel the urge to hurt myself.

 

And, I miss my baby,

I miss him so much,

I long to hear his voice,

I long to feel his touch,

I dream about his laughter,

I dream about our happiness,

I miss my baby,

I miss my baby,

I miss him so much.

 

Everyday that passes,

You’re not with me,

Days seem longer,

Cuz I’m in so much pain.

Wish I could hold you,

Tell you I love you,

But baby, I’m not aloud too,

And baby I miss you.

 

And I miss my baby,

I miss him so much,

I long to hear his voice,

I long to feel his touch,

I dream about his laughter,

I dream about our happiness,

I miss my baby,

I miss him,

I miss my baby,

I miss him so much.

 

When I lay down,

to go to sleep,

I hug my pillow,

And think it’s you.

Sometimes your voice,

Resides in my mind,

Maybe cuz I miss you,

And wish we didn’t have to separate.

 

And baby,

I’ve fallen so far down,

I can’t seem to turn this frown upside down.

I miss you terribly my love,

But still you’re the only one.

The only one for me,

I promise you that,

And I hope you never forget that.

 

And I miss you baby,

I miss you so much,

I long to hear your voice,

I long to feel your touch,

I dream about your laughter,

I dream about of our happiness,

I miss you baby,

Oh…I miss you so much.

 

I can’t stop thinking bout you,

Can’t get outta this depression,

But I can give you a brief description

 

See, you made me fall in love with you

But now, the you I use to know isn’t the you, you are right now

I don’t know how to get him back,

Boy, just tell me what I lack?

Am I not pretty enough for you?

Am I not worthy enough for you?

 

I thought I gave you my world,

Let alone, my heart

But still there are pieces somewhere on the ground,
I can’t quite find them, and put them back where they belong,

Boy, you did me so wrong

Now, tell me,

Was I not everything you were looking for?

Was I not bad enough for your criminal record?

Tell me,

Was I too much of an emotional rollercoaster?

Only because I wanted this to be more…?

Just tell me the truth,

I’m fed up with all your lies,

Tell me what I wanna hear, so I can go to sleep tonight

 

I remember giving you everything that you asked for,

I don’t believe one time I said no to you

What does that tell you?

Yes, I was crazy about you

But one thing I never got,

Was that you always stood there like a rock,

Never giving me anything in return,

You took me for something I was not,

You took me for someone who’d just give you anything,

With no love, with no respect,

You tore me apart,

And now look who you’re with

 

She’s a prostitute,

She’s scum,

But you seem to be happier,

Even after I gave you so much love!

How could I possibly recover?

After you faked it for so long

 

The tears in her eyes,

As she sites alone and cries

The fear of death denied

Why can’t he just die?

She wants him to be slain,

As her heart will soon pour down the drain

And nothing seems to be going her way

 

Another heart beat,

Slower and slower every time the sleet reaches her veins,

Blood pouring from her head to her feet,

She got caught up in her dreams,

What she thought they could be,

But never happened that way,

It just turned out to be misunderstood

It was mislead to be love,

Misinterpreted to be what she wanted

And now she will live in vain,

As she weeps over the atrocious pain

What has she done wrong to make everything this way?

 

Her heart feels like its shrinking,

Sounds fill around her, shrieking

She gets backed up into a small little corner,

Her head between her knees,

As she weeps, louder and louder,

She can’t seem to catch her breath,

She can’t seem to breathe

She feels a sharp object thrust into her heart,

Blood spitting out everywhere around

 

She looks up,

And sees him,

She says “You bastard” “Go to hell” “At least I wont have to see you now”

 

The murder went unknown

The flowers are faded now, along with your letters
They will never see the light of day, cause I’ll never take them out
There’s no turning back, it’s for the better
Baby I deserve more then empty words and promises
I believed every thing you said, and I gave you the best I had

So take a bow, ’cause you’ve taken everything else
You played the part, like a star you played it so well
Take a bow, ’cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love, all you gave me was pretend, so now take a bow

The future’s about to change, before you know it,
The curtain closes, take a look around,
There’s no one in the crowd, I’m throwing away the pain,
And you should know that your preformance made me strong enough

So take a bow, ’cause you’ve taken everything else
You played the part, like a star you played it so well
Take a bow, ’cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love, all you gave me was pretend, so now take a bow

Well it must have been slight of hand, ’cause I still can’t understand
Why I could never see, just what a fool believes
But the lies they start to show, tell me how does it feel to know, right now
That I wont be around, so baby before what happenes

Take a bow, ’cause you’ve taken everything else
You played the part, like a star you played it so well
Take a bow, ’cause the scene is coming to an end
I gave you love, all you gzve me was pretend, so now take a bow

 

Absolutly love this song…seems so real..

 

Leona Lewis

 

I still can’t believe you’re gone,

Seems like just yesterday,

You were here, holding me

 

I look back on all the memories,

All the times you’d make love to me,

Oh, it seems like, just yesterday

 

And I thought our days together would always last,

Like when you said it’d be forever,

I savored your promise in my heart,

While it’s still somewhat there,

But you’re so far away,

Where do I even begin my life again?

It seems like; just yesterday you were holding my hand

 

Thought our days would last forever
But it wasn’t our destiny
Cause in my mind we had so much time, but I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I’m looking back on yesterday,

Only to find, that nothing will take me back to you

 

Still can’t believe that what we had is gone,

I gave so much up,

Sacrificed so much, and still you gave so little

But I didn’t care, Cuz I was so in love with you

It didn’t matter to me at the time,

Boy, it still doesn’t,

I still think you’re a dime

 

Even all the shit we’ve been through,

All the years we shared made me fall harder and deeper for you

What we had, has only made me stronger on the inside,

But at times I feel weaker on the outside

Not seeing you now, makes my life like concrete,

I’m strong, but anyone can still walk all over me,

I’ll get right up on my feet,

But it’s coming to the time,

Where I need you again,

I’ll do anything,

I can’t just keep holding onto yesterday

Cuz it seems like just yesterday,

I was falling in love,

But baby, I know its been so long,

It doesn’t matter to me,

I’m still so in love

 

Seems like just yesterday,

When we lost our love

 

 

(Verse 1)

I’m sitting here by the telephone,

Waiting for it to ring, need to here your voice,

Baby, please come home tonight,

I need some sleep tonight,

Don’t keep me up all night again,

It’s been weeks and weeks on and on again,

I need you by my side to hold me tight.

Cuz it’s times like these,

When I need you the most

 

(Chorus)

It’s times like these,

When I need you the most

When theirs nobody around me,

And the worlds so bitter and cold

Nobody around me to protect my soul,

Nobody around me to get me out of the pure white snow,

On to the other side of the meadow,

Where the grass is greener, where the sun shines bright, where I used to feel beautiful inside

It’s time like these,

When I need you the most

 

(Verse 2)

Boy, where are you?

I can’t find you

Been searching all around,

Can’t seem to get to you

Boy, I need you now,

I been fallin’ so far down,

On the ground, you got my prayin’, on my knees that you come back,

Come back to me….oh please,

Boy, you don’t know what you’ve put me through,

But still, I’m in love with you,

Can’t seem to get away from lovin’ you!

 

(Chorus)

It’s times like these,

When I need you the most

When theirs nobody around me,

And the worlds so bitter and cold

Nobody around me to protect my soul,

Nobody around me to get me out of the pure white snow,

On to the other side of the meadow,

Where the grass is greener, where the sun shines bright, where I used to feel beautiful inside

It’s time like these,

When I need you the most

 

(Verse 3)

I’m sitting up on my roof right now,

Starring up at the stars,

The ones we use to know,

When we were together,

When my heart was all together, when you promised me forever!

But now they’re disconnected,

Something’s not right here,

My souls buried down deep,

Don’t think I can find it,

Where’s the love tonight?

Baby, where’s our love outside?

Can’t find it inside eitha,

Tell me, am I dreamin?

Boy, I must be dreamin’

Would you really do this to me?

Oh, boy I must be dreamin,

Cuz I don’t know what I’m even thinking.

 

Where’s the love tonight?

Boy, where are you tonight?

Cuz it’s times like these,

When I need you the most

 

(Chorus)

 

 

Because of you, I’m afraid to let my heart open

Because of you, I’m afraid to fall in love again,

Because of you I feel broken, I feel obsessed with having heart aches.

 

Don’t you understand?

Why I wanted to be with you?

Boy, you make me laugh, make me smile, I enjoy being with you

But I guess I wasn’t enough,

I guess I didn’t give you everything you wanted,

But I’m glad I didn’t,

Cuz it would have just hurt more,

Can’t believe you made me fall in love,

Then tear me apart,

And eat me alive,

You might as well,

Cuz you took away all my pride.

 

Tell me you love me,

Tell me you care so much,

I leave for a few weeks,

And you cheat on me.

 

Why would you even ask me why I don’t trust you?

When there are pictures of you and her all over the computer?

Are you stupid? You dumb foolish boy,

You need to grow up,

And realize that girls aren’t just toys.

We have feelings; we have morals and goals,

And when you immature boys come in the picture,

And make us forget, make us fall in love,

And the past was no longer more,

Because you make nothing matter anymore.

So caught up in just you,

Thought I was supposed to trust in you?

Believe in you, to not do me wrong?

Boy, didn’t you promise me that you’d never leave me alone?

Just grow the hell up!

 

Thanks for making me cry,

Thanks for telling me so many damn lies.

This is just absurd,

And your just a dumb ass jerk.