I know that my life is getting better,

my days are growing faster,

my heart seems to beat,

at the sound of your laughter…

As the wind blows past me,

and my teeth chatter,

I think of you,

and feel the warmth of you coming up,

from my toes, to my head..

There’s no more pretend,

you bring me to my feet,

this is never ending…you and me…

All the days that we spend,

i grow on you more and more…

You never seem to run, even when times become hard..

I know that this is real…I know your true to me..

I know you’ll never fade away…

I know that you love me…

So before the world comes to an end..

Come here, and take my hand..

Marry me, Cherish me, stay here..with me..

Go to heaven with me..

Cuz…there’s nothing more i could want..

nothing less that i need..

I’ts you and I  forever and enternity…

 Dedi: (Jordan)

I know you’ve given all that you can give to me

I know there will come a day I understand

Until then I’ll be trying to solve your mystery

And i wonder why i couldn’t make you stay

By my side, you’ll never be,

By my side, you’ll never be

Cause I’m fake at the seams,

I’m lost in my dreams,

and i want you to know,

that I can’t let you go

In some ways betrayal is inevitable, when our body betrays us surgeon is a key

to recovery.

When we betray each other..when we betray each other the path to recoverey

is less clear.  We do whatever it takes to rebuild the trust that was lost.,

and then there are some wounds, some betrayals that are so deep,

so profound that there is no way to repair what was lost and when that happens…

there is nothing left to do…but wait.

Disappearances happen, pains go phantom, blood stops running, and people…people fade away..

Fill me up with tears, fill me up with pain

A life is so simply taken away, when we all play this dangerous game.

So many times the fear had shown through, so

Many times we didn’t know what to do!

We take our chances in the end, whether we make it,

It all depends.

Walking down the street, sitting down at home in your favorite chair,

Why do bad things happen to good people, how come things can never be fair?

A close friend, a mom or dad,

Does it even matter who’s taken, the pain we’ve gone through, the pain we’ve had?

How do you explain, how can you even comprehend?

I know I can’t, and that’s what happens when you lose a friend.

But you lose more; you lose something inside you never knew was there!

You lose them, then yourself, you could be brought down too and not care!

It hurts, it kills, but that’s the way it’s going to be

You have to be strong, you have to believe, you’re the only one who can get you through to see!

Life goes on around us, would they want you to cry? Everything happens for a reason, even when still the tears fall from your eyes.

I’m walking around,

With the ground at my feet.

The air is so cold,

With nobody at my side to warm me.

Asking myself questions,

I can’t even answer

Can’t figure out the perfect explanation

Why is life so tough,

It never seems to please me

Why I feel abused sometimes,

Nothing is good enough

People walking around

Like they don’t give a f***

When theirs bombings, and lost loved ones.

They look at the world like a big joke,

And satin is their God

What’s wrong with all these people?

They don’t care at all.

I stand silent

With the breeze going past me

I see a lady crying,

She sort of looks like me

I go to ask her what’s wrong

She say’s “he left me”

And pushes right away from me.

What’s wrong with people

It’s just not right,

It isn’t fair

Nobody even cares

Not a little bit

Not even at all

I wish their was someone I could call

That would tell me their life is great,

But it will never be that way, because nobody’s life is perfect these days.