Lost « My Poetry

Lost

February 23, 2009 adli1

I didn’t think I’d still be crying to this day, I know it hasn’t been too long, But in my eyes it feels like forever… Lately I’ve been miserable, I’ve been upset… Everyone’s noticing I’ve changed since you left, And I don’t like the image, But I don’t know what else to do, I can’t go on not being with you.. I’m losin’ grip, I’m fallin to the ground, My life’s becoming senile, You don’t understand… Why do I feel like I have death in my hands? I’m splitting at the seams, I’m tearing in-between, My hear has barely any pieces left, Look how bad you’ve broken me Oh boy, I’m so scared to admit to you.. All this shit I’ve been feelin, but you gotta know some-time… You’ve gotta know soon Let me show you all the things I’ve been goin through, I want you to feel this pain too. Feels like you’ve cut me open and ripped me apart, Took out my heart and cut it into a million little pieces… Now I can’t breathe, Can’t even stay up on my own two feet, What’s this coming to? I’m a suicide patient.. Where the hell are you? I have no clue. And I wish I could tell you the truth You’ve broken me life I’ve never been before, Made me feel so low, Lower than anything I feel senile, I’m so lost, Yet your still so confused… I just don’t get you