So many promises,

So much commitment,

What happened to all this?

Said you wanted to be mine forever,

Said we would be together…

Said you’d never leave,

You promised me…

I don’t understand,

I’m hurting so bad,

All I wanna do is be with you,

I’m not happy any other way…

Why’d you just get up and walk away?

I know there was fighting,

I know we were startin to part,

But why’d you ask me to marry you,

Share the rest of my life with you?

I know sometimes things don’t work out,

But boy, you know you wont find any one else like me,

Anyone who loves you, as much as me,

Nobody who cares so much, they’d die for you,

Anyone who would give up everything and anything for you,

Just to see you happy,

Boy, the only one is me…

And I know you saw that…

I know you know that…

So why can’t we work at this,

Just give this another chance…

Cuz without you is like death,

I’d rather not live…

You make me happy,

You make me feel things I’ve never felt before…

Why can’t you understand…

I’m not fine with you gone

I’m not alright with out your love…

I’m lyin here in your clothes,

Wondering what you would think…

I’m waiting here for you to call,

But the phone never wrings

Boy, where have you been?

I know your some-where close…physically,

But mentally you’re gone…

Somewhere far away from here…

You show no signs at all

Tell me, am I making everything more difficult?

Do you want me to disappear; are you not waiting for me at all?

I just don’t know what to think anymore…

And I need your help

Boy, what’s happened to me being your every thing?

Were all the words you said to me even true?

Oh, I’m so confused

And I’m lying here,

In your clothes,

Keeping me warm,

Since your not here…

My hearts frozen like an ice cube,

And you’ve got the key to unlock it,

So hurry, please come set me free

I need you to be here for me

I didn’t think I’d still be crying to this day, I know it hasn’t been too long, But in my eyes it feels like forever… Lately I’ve been miserable, I’ve been upset… Everyone’s noticing I’ve changed since you left, And I don’t like the image, But I don’t know what else to do, I can’t go on not being with you.. I’m losin’ grip, I’m fallin to the ground, My life’s becoming senile, You don’t understand… Why do I feel like I have death in my hands? I’m splitting at the seams, I’m tearing in-between, My hear has barely any pieces left, Look how bad you’ve broken me Oh boy, I’m so scared to admit to you.. All this shit I’ve been feelin, but you gotta know some-time… You’ve gotta know soon Let me show you all the things I’ve been goin through, I want you to feel this pain too. Feels like you’ve cut me open and ripped me apart, Took out my heart and cut it into a million little pieces… Now I can’t breathe, Can’t even stay up on my own two feet, What’s this coming to? I’m a suicide patient.. Where the hell are you? I have no clue. And I wish I could tell you the truth You’ve broken me life I’ve never been before, Made me feel so low, Lower than anything I feel senile, I’m so lost, Yet your still so confused… I just don’t get you

I cant even explain the hurt,

The pain I’m feeling now,

My heart feels like its burning,

With flames of love still

Except it doesn’t feel good,

Its killing me,

Its breakin me down hard,

I don’t feel like living anymore

Now baby, why did we take this so far?

If all we got now is nothing…

I cant understand why you didn’t wanna work at this,

But maybe it was because we tried so hard,

And now its just gone past the limit,

But I know you still love me,

So why’d you leave me?

You tell me not to cry,

But what else do you expect?

My love for you will never end,

Oh boy, you hurt me so bad

Tell me how I’m supposed to heal this hurt?

I don’t think I can make it through this,

You’re the one I’ve always ran to,

And now I can’t.

Tell me why?

I’ve tried everything,

I just can’t go on with out you…

I can’t sleep,

I can’t eat,

Boy, your makin it hard to breathe,

Why would you do this to me?

I just don’t understand..

Baby, all this fighting and arguing isn’t taking us any-where,

And it’s leading us down the road to bad places,

At least for me anyways…

Baby, if all this means losing you, then I might just lose myself…

You’re the one who helped me find who I am,

Please don’t take it all back now,

We’ve come too far,

If my life doesn’t have you,

Than I have no life at all.

Baby, I know we’re meant to be, don’t let these struggles break apart the love we have…

Remember the conversations we’ve had,

About the future,

You said you wanted to marry me, have kids with me…

Please don’t rip me apart more,

Don’t take those things away from me,

Baby, I love you with all my heart,

If we fall apart, I’ll lose out on both of us,

Theirs no way I’ll be fine,

Cuz with-out you in my life,

I don’t even wanna live,

Theirs no-body else I wanna be with,

If losing you means something…

I wont be here anymore…