I love you,

But I cant take this,

I need you,

But not for much longer,

I care about you,

You don’t pay attention…

So what am I suppose to do?

I try to make you happy,

But your always frowning,

I try to make you laugh,

But you don’t wanna listen

I have conversation,

You pretend you don’t hear…

How do I know that you even care?

Tell me you love me,

It doesn’t show.

Say you care for me,

I wouldn’t even know…

Tell me you pay attention,

I beg to differ…

I tell you hw I feel,

You blow me off…

Cuz you don’t care about anything…

You even admitted to me…

You cause me to be angry,

You make me cry,

When I shouldn’t even be wasting my time…

Baby, tell me what I’m suppose to do to get a little bit of attention?

Just give me some of your time…

I know you turn it into aggression,

But you don’t have to …

But you’ve ended it before I could say anything…

Now theres no me and you…

We have fallin from all faith,

Your grace is no longer in my days,

Your face will always be in my head,

And your name always in my heart…

And the memories…

They will be remembered forever…

I’m in love wit you baby,

Their aint no other man in my life that I need,

You’re the one I need,

You’re the one I want,

I can’t live with-out your love…

With-out your kisses, without your hugs…

I cant live with-out your touch

I’m in love wit you boy,

I cant help myself,

Every time you pass me by,

I cant take my eyes off of you

The way you walk,

The way you talk…

Keeps me holding on for more…

The way you dress,

It’s just your whole presence…

I can’t look away

The way your smile lights up the whole room,

And whenever I see you,

I see my whole future,

And I love you more and more every single day,

Even through this time we’ve been apart…

I’ve just learned to grow stronger,

And I’ve held on to you,

Because you showed me love,

This is just what I have to do…

I’m still so in love wit you,

And if it came down to life or death,

I’d be the one to die for you…

To take my life over yours,

Just to show you how much I care for you…

I just wanna be with you forever,

Don’t want you to leave me again,

Cuz I wont ever find another guy like you..

Wont ever find someone who treats me like you do…

So I wont give up,

I’ll do whatever it takes,

To have you be mine forever,

Would mean the world to me

Why can’t I have you when I want you…?

Why don’t you want me, when I need you?

Why did you promise your love forever?

If you knew it wouldn’t last?

Just please tell me that you’ll be coming back…

Right now it feels like I’m missing a piece of my heart,

You were my other half…

Like peanut butter and jelly collide,

I need you to survive

Now that theirs no one else in this world I will ever love,

What’s the point of trying to move on?

Sometimes I wanna give up,

But my heart is telling me to hold on

I can’t figure out why,

But I ain’t gonna lie…I’mma work at this as long as I have to…

Cuz I need you in my life…

It’s like the summer plus bright sun…

You’re my soul and my light…

Without you I’m draggin through these dark nights,

No it’s nothing I like…

With you it’s like my walls are painted gold…

But with-out they aren’t painted at all…

You and I, is like a baby and a lullaby…

But with-out, it’s like I can kiss everything good-bye…

Feels like I’m living a lie,

With-out you at my side…

If this isn’t love,

Then tell me what it is…

If I don’t want anyone but you,

Then tell me what I should do…

If you don’t want me right now,

Tell me how long I have to wait…

Cuz their wont be a day,

Where I won’t pray…

That you’ll come and take my hand…and show me the way again,

So I can live my life again…

So my heart can mend.

Boy, if this isn’t love,

Then tell me what it is…

If everything I do,

Reminds me of you…

If every-day my heart is breaking more, cuz you’re not here…

Tell me why???

Boy, I love you with my all,

I want to be with you until I die,

I need you in my life…,

My heart needs you to make it whole…

Cuz you’re the only light that shines through my soul…

Only you can heal this pain…

If this isn’t love…

Please tell me what it is…

I’d give up the world for you…just tell me what I need to do

I cant live like this anymore…

I need you!

OK! PPL I NEEED ADVICE!!!! Please help!

Im goin crazy right now.. Im sitting in class and i cant focus. I have been stressin since last month when my ex and i broke up! We have been BEST FRIENDS for 5 years! 5 years!! and we finally decided to take it to the next level in September of 2008! ok? Well he was in college in Rochester… and i lived 2 hours away.. So we didnt see eachother that often, we started fighting and shit.. and we broke up in January! (which sucked) I really love this guy, and he loves me too. So now hes living back where i live… he’s been here for almost a month now…and ive seen him once!! ONCE!! and maybe talked to him on the phone like 10 times! I really wanna get back with him.. bc he means the world to me.. and hes an awesomee person… but idk what to do! im sick of waiting!! What shhould i do?????

All the lies,

You’re consuming my mind,

I guess I was blind,

You’d never stop for me anyways.

   As much as you said you wanted me,

As much as you said you loved me,

I could feel the grip pulling us away.

I could see the tension in your eyes,

And I thought you wanted this,

You had me fooled,

I tried to hold on,

But you just didn’t want to.

You showed no reaction,

You showed no love,

It’s like you have no heart,

Why’d you try to get in my mind?

You tried to make me believe you’d change,

But you fucked up…What else is new?

Thanks for the lying, the bullshit, drama,

I couldn’t take it.

As much as I tried to be happy,

Everyone could see me fallin

As much as I said you satisfied me,

I knew in my heart I wasn’t pleased,

But this crazy image kept poppin in my head,

And it confused me…

I guess I pictured something good in my mind,

But in reality, you were nothing good for me

So just forget me,

Don’t come running back to me,

I’ll never do this again,

It was all a mistake…All pretend.

                   (steve)

I’m on the verge of breaking completely…

You’ve shattered every piece left in my lonesome heart.

These tears fallin from my eyes won’t stop shedding,

And I’m beginning to lose myself again…

  I was afraid of this…

            My heart doesn’t seem to be beating as fast anymore,

And every day feels like another year has passed.

Oh, boy…why couldn’t we make this last?

Cuz now I’m just broken, I’m lonely, and no-one understands

I’m trying to be happy,

But images of you and I keep comin’ back,

All the things we shared,

And now I’m seeing what my life lacks…

   My life lacks YOU.

It lacks US,  being together forever,

Just like you said before,

What’s the matter?

Why’d you change your mind?

I feel blind,

Like I can’t see past you,

I see nobody but you

You’re on my mind 24/7

It’s like my dreams are always about you, Every night

I can’t stop thinking of you…

So many promises,

So much commitment,

What happened to all this?

Said you wanted to be mine forever,

Said we would be together…

Said you’d never leave,

You promised me…

I don’t understand,

I’m hurting so bad,

All I wanna do is be with you,

I’m not happy any other way…

Why’d you just get up and walk away?

I know there was fighting,

I know we were startin to part,

But why’d you ask me to marry you,

Share the rest of my life with you?

I know sometimes things don’t work out,

But boy, you know you wont find any one else like me,

Anyone who loves you, as much as me,

Nobody who cares so much, they’d die for you,

Anyone who would give up everything and anything for you,

Just to see you happy,

Boy, the only one is me…

And I know you saw that…

I know you know that…

So why can’t we work at this,

Just give this another chance…

Cuz without you is like death,

I’d rather not live…

You make me happy,

You make me feel things I’ve never felt before…

Why can’t you understand…

I’m not fine with you gone

I’m not alright with out your love…

I’m lyin here in your clothes,

Wondering what you would think…

I’m waiting here for you to call,

But the phone never wrings

Boy, where have you been?

I know your some-where close…physically,

But mentally you’re gone…

Somewhere far away from here…

You show no signs at all

Tell me, am I making everything more difficult?

Do you want me to disappear; are you not waiting for me at all?

I just don’t know what to think anymore…

And I need your help

Boy, what’s happened to me being your every thing?

Were all the words you said to me even true?

Oh, I’m so confused

And I’m lying here,

In your clothes,

Keeping me warm,

Since your not here…

My hearts frozen like an ice cube,

And you’ve got the key to unlock it,

So hurry, please come set me free

I need you to be here for me

Don’t know what I was thinkin,

Before I met you

I never knew I could fall in love,

And have you become my best friend too

I can’t even comprehend it,

Came forth so fast

But every moment I’m awake

I fall deeper and deeper…

Really it made no sense before,

Until I realized,

That you’re the only one I can trust,

The only one I wanna love forever..

Never in my wildest imagination

Did I think I’d fall in love again,

I always knew in my head that there was someone like you

In this world

I just never believed you’d find me

But its all done and said now,

  I’ll be true to you…and you promised me forever..

So I don’t know why I was trippen,

I just needed some patience,

Cuz now that you found me,

I don’t need anything else

You’re the reason why I’m still alive,

Why my hearts beating tonight…

And baby I believe in you,

-n- I trust in you,

You’re everything I’ve ever wished for,

I’m so thankful ,

I’m so happy,

You made my pain disappear,

Pulled me out from behind the clouds,

I don’t feel invisible anymore

Don’t know what I was thinking

Before I met you

I never knew I would fall in love

And have you become my best friend too…

Song For My Baby

Hey girl

This one goes out to you

 Yeah

Lets go….

(Verse 1)

from the first time I saw you

I knew you were the one

your face, your smile I didnt know what to do

thoughts runnin through my mind

heart started racin’ I didnt know what to say

but I knew that…..(into chorus)

 (Chorus)

You are my everything

I’ve dreamed about and more

You are my everything

I need you more and more

You are my everything

My everything…

And im neva gonna let you go

(Verse 2)

all the time that went by

I knew you were the one

now all I have to do is make you mine

and forever we will be together

beat plays        

(Con’t verse 2)

 as our love grew

the more I fell for you

im on one knee

please tell me

what are you gonna do

Chorus

TO: ADRIA

FROM: JORDAN

Merry Christmas Baby..

aww.. I love himm

You Know I Want Yall To Just Sit Back And Think For A Second You Know What I Mean There’s A Lot Of Haters Out There Hatin On People Relationships And Stuff Dont Nobody Wanna See You Happy They Always Trynnatake Ya Joy Bring You Down(No No No No Noo)But You Gotta Be The One To Stick By Yo Mate And Say Ima Be With You No Matta What U Know What Im Sayin Fuck It I Did Wrong You Did Wrong Too You Know What Im Sayin We Gotta Put Up With Each Otha Shit The Easiest Thing To Do Is Leave Ya Dig Anyway Check Dis Out

[Verse:]
I Dont Wanna Loose This Relationship So We Gotta Stay Strong Dont Wanna Move On I Know You Sick And Tired Of The Fussin And Da Fightin And Da Cussin But I Love You And You Love Me Too

[Hook:]
I Did You Wrong U Did Me Wrong I Take You Back You Take Me Back I Did You Wrong Girl You Did Me Wrong Girl I Take You Back I Take You Back Yea Yea

[Chorus:]
No Matta What You Do No Matta What You Say No Matta How Far You Go Dont Take Your Love Away Because I Love You And Girl I Want You And Girl I Need You So Lets Just Work It Out

[Verse:]
I Aint Trynna Waste Your Time And I Aint Trynna Waste My Time And Aint No Need To Waste No Time Cause We Done Put In Too Much Time I Aint Trynna Waste Your Time And I Aint Trynna Waste My Time And Aint No Need To Waste No Time Cause We Done Put In Too Much Time

[Bridge:]
When Your In A Relationship The Easiest Thing For You To Do Is To Leave You Gotta Stick It Out And Work It Out And Stick It Out And Work It Out And Stick It Out Cause At The End Of The Day

[Hook:]
I Did You Wrong U Did Me Wrong I Take You Back You Take Me Back I Did You Wrong Girl You Did Me Wrong Girl I Take You Back I Take You Back Yea Yea

[Chorus:]
No Matta What You Do No Matta What You Say No Matta How Far You Go Dont Take Your Love Away Because I Love You And Girl I Want You And Girl I Need You So Lets Just Work It Out

[Pleasure: Talkin]
I Love You Baby I Need You In My Life You Know What Im Sayin Im Sick And Tired Of The Arguing And All That Good Stuff I Mean Im Pleading On This Track Because I Really Really Love You And I Really Want For Us To Work It Out And Um You Know I Wanna Marry You Baby You Know I Want You To Be In My Life For The Rest Of My Life You Know What Im Sayin Anyway Im Just Talkin A Whole Lot Of Gibber Gabber But Um Being Without You Is Like The Moon Without A Sun And The Sun Without The Moon And Pleasure P Without Pretty Ricky And You Know What Im Sayin A Blunt With No No Dro Ecstacy With No Body Know What Im Sayin You Get What Im Sayin Baby You Dig Iight You Dig Holla At Ya Boy I Love You

[Hook:]
I Did You Wrong U Did Me Wrong I Take You Back You Take Me Back I Did You Wrong Girl You Did Me Wrong Girl I Take You Back I Take You Back Yea Yea

[Chorus:]
No Matta What You Do No Matta What You Say No Matta How Far You Go Dont Take Your Love Away Because I Love You And Girl I Want You And Girl I Need You So Lets Just Work It Out

Baby, all this fighting and arguing isn’t taking us any-where,

And it’s leading us down the road to bad places,

At least for me anyways…

Baby, if all this means losing you, then I might just lose myself…

You’re the one who helped me find who I am,

Please don’t take it all back now,

We’ve come too far,

If my life doesn’t have you,

Than I have no life at all.

Baby, I know we’re meant to be, don’t let these struggles break apart the love we have…

Remember the conversations we’ve had,

About the future,

You said you wanted to marry me, have kids with me…

Please don’t rip me apart more,

Don’t take those things away from me,

Baby, I love you with all my heart,

If we fall apart, I’ll lose out on both of us,

Theirs no way I’ll be fine,

Cuz with-out you in my life,

I don’t even wanna live,

Theirs no-body else I wanna be with,

If losing you means something…

I wont be here anymore…

I cant even explain the hurt,

The pain I’m feeling now,

My heart feels like its burning,

With flames of love still

Except it doesn’t feel good,

Its killing me,

Its breakin me down hard,

I don’t feel like living anymore

Now baby, why did we take this so far?

If all we got now is nothing…

I cant understand why you didn’t wanna work at this,

But maybe it was because we tried so hard,

And now its just gone past the limit,

But I know you still love me,

So why’d you leave me?

You tell me not to cry,

But what else do you expect?

My love for you will never end,

Oh boy, you hurt me so bad

Tell me how I’m supposed to heal this hurt?

I don’t think I can make it through this,

You’re the one I’ve always ran to,

And now I can’t.

Tell me why?

I’ve tried everything,

I just can’t go on with out you…

I can’t sleep,

I can’t eat,

Boy, your makin it hard to breathe,

Why would you do this to me?

I just don’t understand..

I didn’t think I’d still be crying to this day, I know it hasn’t been too long, But in my eyes it feels like forever… Lately I’ve been miserable, I’ve been upset… Everyone’s noticing I’ve changed since you left, And I don’t like the image, But I don’t know what else to do, I can’t go on not being with you.. I’m losin’ grip, I’m fallin to the ground, My life’s becoming senile, You don’t understand… Why do I feel like I have death in my hands? I’m splitting at the seams, I’m tearing in-between, My hear has barely any pieces left, Look how bad you’ve broken me Oh boy, I’m so scared to admit to you.. All this shit I’ve been feelin, but you gotta know some-time… You’ve gotta know soon Let me show you all the things I’ve been goin through, I want you to feel this pain too. Feels like you’ve cut me open and ripped me apart, Took out my heart and cut it into a million little pieces… Now I can’t breathe, Can’t even stay up on my own two feet, What’s this coming to? I’m a suicide patient.. Where the hell are you? I have no clue. And I wish I could tell you the truth You’ve broken me life I’ve never been before, Made me feel so low, Lower than anything I feel senile, I’m so lost, Yet your still so confused… I just don’t get you